• life,  photography

    Sunshower

    Happy Friday!

    I’m still wondering if the rain will ever stop here in the NYC. Whenever we get a bit of sun it’s gone in a flash on a Boom of thunder. Yesterday the storms just kept on coming even with the sun. I had to grab my camera and take a few pics of the Sunshower.


    Oh and please enjoy the mood music.

    Have a great 4th of July weekend! Don’t eat too much BBQ. I’m sure I will.

    Best,
    Kwana

  • home improvements,  jack,  life

    Quit Bugging Me!

    I need to get my handyman on and bad. My darn screen on my back door is all a tatters, letting in all sorts of flying bugs and I’m just a magnet for them. I just know it’s because I’m so sweet.

    It’s bad enough that I have 2 angry looking welts on my shoulder where I was bitten my something (I think a bee) while doing planting over the weekend. I don’t need a bunch more mosquito bites to go along with them.

    Eek. I’m getting all itchy just thinking about it and I’m highly allergic to the world.

    Wish me luck. I’m sure Jack won’t be nearly as helpful as the dog in this pic. How funny is that?

    Best,
    Kwana
  • jack,  jack pics,  life,  my view

    Howdy Monday

    What’s Jack up to? Right now he’s sitting next to me on the couch ever so sweetly. I swear you’d never believe he’s same rowdy, heck raising, chair knocking over, neighborhood terrorizing little nut job that kept me going mad this weekend. I guess it’s moments like this that keep me loving him.

    So how was your weekend?
    We still had some surprise pop-up storms in New York, but isn’t that just like life?
    Full of pop-up storms. And you’re forever dodging the raindrops or caught without your umbrella. Well,hopefully with the official start of summer the weather will get a little calmer so we can all breathe easy and relax a bit.

    Happy Monday!

    best,
    Kwana
  • life,  my view

    Double Shot

    Yesterday came with a double shot of sadness with the loss of two of my childhood icons.

    First came Farrah with her bright and beautiful smile gone forever.

    Then out of left field the shocking news of the death of Michael Jackson. My very first childhood crush.

    The lesson here: Love and appreciate all that you love while you have them.

    Best,
    Kwana

  • jack,  life,  motherhood,  my view,  stress

    Pins and Needles

    What’s Jack up to? Jack is being Jack just amped up a notch with the kids on high level with it being the end of the school year. So he’s extra snappy since they are snapping at him. All this is making for a snippy snappy house. Eeeee.

    I have to say like Jack I’m a little on pins a needles. Trying to get used to it being the end of the school year and still on worry alert as I wait to see how the school year will end. This has the mind racing with plans for the summer and how that will all wash out. Which then brings me into the Fall. Yep, that’s me. Summer hasn’t started and I’m already into the Fall.

    I really must work on living in the moment but I’ve never been a particularly good at that. I’m always five steps ahead in my mind with all the scenarios that go with it.

    I admire those that don’t do this. Those that can turn a problem over in their mind ponder it then let it go even if it’s not resolved or can’t be. I know there is a secret to peace somewhere in there. But you have to be able to do it authentically and until then… I’ll be on pins and needles.

    Best,
    Kwana

    Image:
    Madame Bovary: “Emma”John Archibald Austen (British, Kent 1886 – 1948 Kent)Black ink over graphite; sheet: 4 3/8 x 4 3/8 in. (11.1 x 11.1 cm)
  • jack,  kids,  life,  motherhood

    Manic Monday

    What’s Jack up to? Jack is really going stir crazy with all the rain. You get a glimpse of sun then in a flash it gone replaced by torrents or rain that seem like they’ll never stop. Sadly, the forecast in not so hot for the next few days. Sorry, Jack I’m over it too.

    Yep, It’s another Manic Monday. Man, they come around so fast. We’re in the last week of school here in NY. The last bit of finals for the Dear Twins, then I hope for a bit of the wildness to die down. We’ll see. Does it ever really? Nope. In the meantime I’m cracking that whip and lacing up my skates.

    What’s on tap for your week?

    Best,
    Kwana

  • kids,  life,  motherhood,  stress

    Getting Testy

    What’s Jack up to? Jack’s had a fun weekend. A little sun a lot of rain, but he did his best to stay feisty through it all. So very Jack.
    This week starts a strange and stressful 2 weeks at my house of testing and finals for my twins. So there is no real set school schedule. The kids will be just going in for their tests and whatever extra test prep that they can be coaxed into and they both can surely use.

    I’ll be on the edge of my seat hoping they do as well as possible to pull it all out for the end of the year. There will be some days on and some off for them and around it all I’ll be on call for, well, whatever. Very stressful for any mom. Time to put on my roller skates and try and not get too testy myself.

    What’s on tap for your week?

    Best,
    Kwana
  • happy birthday,  life,  my view,  stress

    Oh No! It’s My Birthday

    And it’s a big one. 4-0.

    I will not go into it graciously or smiling. I’ll admit here it’s hitting me. Hard. All the what ifs, why nots, coulda woulda shouldas, plus the extra pounds are messing with my mind.

    I’m normally a bit melancholy on holidays and birthdays, but put on the brave face and count my blessings. And I’m sure I’ll be doing that again on this one. But I’ll also be saying under my breath, “oh crap, it’s my freakin 40th birthday. Now what?”

    If only I could be half as gracious as Eddy from Ab Fab here. When you have time watch and enjoy. No, make some time. You’ll thank me.

    Tomorrow I’ll be coming on strong. Forty Fabulous and all that mess. Right?

    Best,
    Kwana

  • jack pics,  life,  music,  my view,  videos

    Little Girl Blue

    What’s Jack up to? Cuteness!


    In keeping with the Ugh 40th birthday week theme this was filmed the year I was born, 1969. A talent gone way too soon. Janis Joplin. Little Girl Blue.

    What are you counting today? Blessings I hope.

    Best,
    Kwana

  • life,  music,  musings,  my view,  videos

    Moody Monday Music

    Happy Monday! This this is the last Monday of my 39th year. On Thursday I’ll be 40. Oh joy. Not.

    Now I know plenty of you sweethearts out there will say all sorts of sweetheart things and I’ll love you for it as I grimace on the inside and try and hold down all the swirling discontent in my stomach. Thoughts of times gone by, dreams not yet met, bodies changing (or not), what will be and what never will.

    Oh, I know I’m being I big ‘ol hot mess and I’m sure I’ll handle 50 a lot better than I’m handling 40. But I think this week the blog will be full of music (much better than my words) and on Thursday I hope some laughs. Today’s song speaks better for me than I can.

    Best,
    Kwana